Prospering in HIS Purpose.

Y'all.

I really never thought that my 2nd day of classes would

even come close to looking like it has.

 

Between dropped classes, overwhelming work loads,

dead cars and everything in between; its been quite the

adventure.

 

But y'all, the Lord is so so gracious

in allowing me to recognize that this is not

anything like what it could be.

A dead car is the least of my problems.

 

Even in the midst of my mental breakdowns and over

abundant stressing, he is good.

oh he is real good.

 

He is so so loving and uses these "trials" and bumps in the road

to allow us to recognize the radiance of his glory

and rest in his lavishing love, that he is always

sovereign.

 

I am so blessed that he values me so much,

and trusts me with such chaos

that he would choose me to suffer, so that he

can be brought glory.

 

What an honor. A crazy weird honor.

 

I am such a worrier by nature,

but knowing that he is in control

is so comforting

and while it really doesnt make me

want a dead car, it does make me wanna be

trusted with more trials

so that i can begin to learn

how to seek him and bring him

glory in my mess.

 

Because he makes broken, beautiful.

 

And I wanna be beautiful in Jesus.

 

Christ, came so we could have abundant life.

and this is not quite what i pictured, but man

is it so richly abundantly full of his love and grace.

 

and I am so blessed to be a part.

 

Austyn