Prayers.
I am very good at posting events in my life and taking pictures but sometimes what i really need is just someone to lift me up in prayer.
Things have been insane lately.. School is stressing me out, there are deadlines left and right. Working is making me exhausted. im babysitting or helping my weekly family out every night of the week. We're traveling to see my dad. His work is putting a strain on our family. Its very very hard to live seperate lives during the week. Ball season is in full swing and my mom is always on the go. Im working all the time and trying to make money to provide for myself and have some spending money but the time has come where this is all just getting to be too much. I have had my license for a year almost and still have no car. I desire so strongly to be able to have one and get around on my own and a gracious friend has offered me one for a great price, but i just dont have that money. So right now in the midst of this crazyness i just need the Lord to lift me up.
Please pray that the stress will ease out, that summer will come faster, that i will remain in good health, that my alpha and omega will provide for this car i want, that he will bless me and reward me as im a cheerful giver and have been tithing very well. That all of these babysitting jobs will continue to come in steady paces. That i will have wisdom on these college exams i've been taking and that he will remain by my side and that i will rely all my trust in him. Always.
thank you so much faithful readers!
-Austyn :)
I got you babygirl. Life IS hard for you right now as it us for all of us. You have much on your plate, but God will not give his children more than they can handle. You are so close right now. Adjust your focus for just another week or two, get proper rest, say no when its too much, and wait on Him. He may have something FAR better in store for you and if you took this one it would take the opportunity for what He has in store for you away, and He may just want to show you something through prayer. Continue to learn and serve while you wait...just as you have been. Your hard work DOESN'T go unnoticed. I will lift you up in prayer, for ALL of your worries and angst to be resolved. You got this....and remember, sometimes rejection is God's protection. I love you and especially who you are in Him!! You inspire me, your old aunt too too, every day. Chin up beautiful girl. You will soon enough see the fruits of your labor.. <3
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